Monday, July 25, 2022
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Missing you a lot today mom, I finally got a diagnosis of PTSD and all I wanna do right now is sob into your chest and listen to you tell me what I should do or just talk to me, or even just say goodbye to you one last time, I’m mad at you that I couldn’t say goodbye I’m so mad and I don’t feel bad about it anymore, I miss you so much. I took a picture of Charlie in her Anna dress she got for her 8th birthday. The first one without you. For the first time in my life, I’m not excited for my birthday, cuz I won’t be getting a happy birthday text, and next birthday after that is my sweet sixteen, and I’ll be able to get my drivers license, and I’m going to be a freshman in high school in September for real this time you’re gonna miss so much. I miss you Mommy